In this performance I was locked from the inside in a gun cabinet. The performance took place at night on a full moon, in the Arcosanti Palonia Garden which was in full bloom. The performance was about my struggle to accept that one of my friends had been murdered. In the performance I had to accept that there was no way I could have known or helped prevent it. The performance had a sound track of stories about my feelings and comforting conversations I had with others. The sound track also included intense experimental music segments.